I just wanted a website to record my dreams. Other then that, Screw Tumblr.


    Come on Phay. Hold it together, you’re stronger than this.


    05/24/14 “This Dream Would Have Killed Me A Year Ago”

    I finally did it. I contacted Drea for the first time in 3 months and tonight..I didn’t expect a dream with this much magnitude. The current time is 5:36 AM and the effects of the dream is surprising. The details are kind of blurry because the dream was so abstract. It started with a night time meeting deciding who is riding with who in a car ride. It’s about to be memorial day weekend so this step is very important. I actually bonded with my Aunt Mickey more in this scene and we actually bonded with out her even riding with me in the car. I run across a familiar face and her name is Krystal. Back story is we used to have big time crushes on each other as kids. Now we dont even say one word to each other. I have no idea why she popped up in my dream but we talked and she was finally getting her Masters Degree in Communication. This is one dissapointment in my dream. It made me feel like I was way behind. We end up at the the Vacation House. It looked like any old random house. Plot twist- There was a lot more than meets the eye. A lot of my dreams involve really strange obstacle courses that test me one way or another. This one was completely strange and didnt make sense. The obstacles I remember: Trying to cross the ocean on unstable rocks, My cousin Christian’s old house, climbing up a church alter in a jungle like area, it was just really weird. This is where the dream gets really weird for my last couple of dissapointments. Nobody will understand this except me. It turns out Andrea’s family was staying in the same house as us but the rest of my family seems oblivious to that fact. It felt like we stayed at 2 different houses and there was distance but her room was litterally right down the hall. I dont know how to explain that, it just doesnt make sense. It was night time and I did not know what I did cause such outrage from her. I have had to have done something. I dont know if my EGO is blocking me from remembering my dream but I think I annoyed her when she was trying to sleep. I’ll skip the other unimportant details like I actually had time to teach a class somewhere between this awkward hour. It was around 5 oclock AM and my little brother wanted to borrow my car. This sounds weird but I knew he went to see Andrea. A couple hours pass and he comes back saying I got to be careful with the car because the battery might be week. This was dissapointment number 2. My brother of all people seeing the girl that I used to be stupid in love with. That should of hurt but it didnt, I still was dreaming and didnt wake up. I finally decide to go see her and she was on the bed sleeping with her little cousin. The kid was so cool too! She wakes up and says hi to me. In this whole sequence I don’t talk. The cousin comes up to me and I just play with him. Having a good time and she says the thing that hits me the hardest. I tried to go in and cuddle with her and honestly, try to get it in but she pushes me away. She said after what you did tonight I’m never giving you anything anymore. Im just standing there speechless. She says she wants to see me suffer knowing that the best sex of your life will always just be a flashback of me. Don’t ever talk to me again. Im speechless and tried to say something but the dream wouldnt allow me too. I look out the window in embarrassment and my whole family is setting up to barbeque. I really needed a beer and try to forget what she said. A few more details happen and then I finally woke up, At 5:36 AM. In all honesty…this dream could of evoked suicidal thoughts if I was at my absolute weakest..but when I woke up. I felt nothing. I didnt cry. I didnt overthink it. I just picked up my phone and decide to blog this on Tumblr before I forget it. This is my strange subconcious.


    05/08/14 “That Was Unexpected”

    My dreams go off in different tangents and this one was all over the place. From taking a final with my nephew holding on to my leg the whole time to playing basketball with holograms. The strangest part about this dream was when it was turning dark. My family is watching football and my Filipina friend comes to visit. She’s just hanging out and i’m like let’s drink. She wanted to play “Power Hour” but the rules were so different in this dream. Here’s the weird part about the dream. She was so ruthless and cutthroat in the game it really detracted from her sweet exterior lol. She was so damn mean that I didnt even want to play anymore. I was like damn, remind to never ask her to drink with me again. It’s just funny…the sweetest girl ever turns out to be freaking evil when it involves competition and a little bit of alcohol. Fun dream none the less haha.

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    It’s nights when I can’t go to sleep. I think about you the most. I miss my nigga C.D. I can’t wait to cross paths with you again buddy.


    03/13/2014 “So That’s How Crystal Meth Feels”

    This was a very in-depth and fun dream. Im going to skip all of the details. Apparantly, my friend Peter wanted to throw a giant pool party at my house and apparantly it was off the hook. I dont remember the pool party but their was videos of it. When I was fully concious of my dream, they already set up a donation plan to fund thr completion of the swimming pool. Apparantly, the pool wasnt completly finished but the party was still fun. Many weird happenings in this dream. Going to far places with my cousins and my friends trying to follow us but end up getting lost. A girl from my high school I never really talked to but is super pretty appears and a whole bunch of other mishaps. The best part was my neighbor coming over with a couple of cookies and asked me to deliver it. He said they were laced with Crystal Meth. He said just the Chocolate chip one though. So I took a quick nibble off the other cookie and it hit me. It felt soo real. My whole world was spinning. Everything got heavy and light at the same time. I felt like flying even though I was grounded. It was pretty trippy. I guess thats how Crystal Meth feels.


    01/17/2014 “Best Dream In A Long While”

    This dream was pretty intense. When I woke up, my position was all contorted and my pillows were on the floor. The dream started with me and my friend Sabrina. We haven’t hung out in a while and decided to do so in the wilderness. It kind of look liked the hills of Evergreen but much more wild and in touch with nature. We just laid down and looked at the stars. It was conpletely dark but beautiful. In the distance, we see a light and it looked like we wern’t alone. We tried to keep quiet but we all notice each other. It was a small group of white people hunting something. We talked a little bit but went our seperate ways. We end up at a slightly lighted up campsite and we just chill for a little bit. Out of nowhere a small wild bull just comes out of nowhere and mauls itself into Sabrina! I was in shock…in reality I wanted to kick that bulls ass but my dream self took forever to move. She did a great job on her own getting away from the bull than I started wrestling it off of her. It ran away and then little did I know, that was just the start. Maybe a few seconds later this giant scary ass looking bull came charging right at us. We narrowly avoided it and the group of white people came to film it but im not exactly sure what they were doing. The bull just stomped the shit out of one of them then wild pigs started to appear. Trying to trample all of us. Yeah, this dream is fucking weird. After all these shenanigans were over it still got worst. A group of thugs came rolling up and shot all the white people and took me hostage. I have no idea where Brina ended up but I know from the end of my dream that she is safe despite being trampled by a baby bull. I get kidnapped and thrown into the car. This is where the dream gets a little trippy. Im still a prisoner and I end up in a university. Too escape, I have to stay in for a class. I see my Uncle and discussed some school subject with him than out of nowhere, he tells the whole class to turn in their papers. Im like wtf?? Your the teacher? And eventually walk around the campus and I see those white people that got shot earlier. Im confused as hell but I wanted to take a picture with them so I can show Brina that they were still alive!! They delay and delay and we eventually took pictures. The only problem was it wasnt my phone because my batteries were dead due to the wasted time and I didnt have their phone numbers. The part that made me sad was I wasn’t able to take a picture. Then I woke up.



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